I'm Back

    Hello, I'm back! Just writing to shoo my migraine away by thinking that using my rusty brain once a while could help the blood circulation in my head.. Maybe I should change my habit of sleeping late.. 

    Hmmm... So much things to think of.. I'm not quite looking forward for the new semester as the subjects are getting more physic stuffs. Well, i'm just not that kind of person that can easily absorb formulas and calculations. I guess I'll just try to pass all the subjects, not aiming any A's. Gosh, I'll never be a good engineering student. As usual, I'll study last minute just days before exams, place my attention on unimportant stuffs, sleeping or dreaming in the class......

    Well, at least I have something to busy with in this coming semester. It's a small business!! I don't need to have modal since my boss will provide it. My job is to run the business. In other words, my boss is paying me to learn the subject "How to Run a Business & Make Money". XD Hey, thanks boss!! Haha.. Its a good opportunity anyway. All the details from the marketing strategy, the management, the expenses and stuffs will be under my responsibility. Although I don't gain support from my parents to get myself involve in this part time career, I'm insist with my own stand to give it a try. No harm trying right? =]

    Stay cheers, gurl.. 

爱？情？

    究竟爱情可以维持多久？我爸妈都结婚了20多年了……吵也吵过无数次，甚至吵到要离婚。但我可以说他们的爱情淡了吗？
    听我小妹说，爸妈又吵架了。好像都吵得蛮凶的。我在外地读书，但只要我回家，那两夫妻却风平浪静的，还有说有笑。爸爸的子弹很厉害的，对着妈妈开枪，却连小妹都会中弹。大妹在做工，小妹也只好发短信找我诉苦咯……
    以我的经验来说，我爸妈吵吵两下，过几个招数，就没当一回事了。所以啊，我也不好多管闲事地问爸妈什么，只打个电话说我下星期要回去。爸妈冷静了，自然会找机会让我做他们的情绪垃圾桶。 XD
    以我看，他们其实都很爱对方的嘛……表面上看起来在吵架，私底下却不可能不要对方，到了睡觉时间，他们还是睡同一张床的。（可能还睡同个枕头呢~~哈哈……）有时候双方感情可能会被伤害，但还是会雨过天晴的。有时少了情，可是爱却常在……

王菲陈奕迅合唱《将爱》主题曲《因为爱情》

Roti Canai

  Serious matter here. I ate roti canai this morning. Yea, seriously, the best roti canai I ever eat in my life even it is roti kosong!!! I can go nuts for this. Craving for it. What so special about it? Well, the smell of the roti is just as good as aroma therapy and the taste, OMG, damn nice wei!!! With the well-blended dahl mix with sambal to eat together with the roti, plus a cup of 'cham' ( coffee + tea ) can make my day~~~ =]

  I do enjoy the environment there, so 1 Malaysia. An Indian / Malay / Mamak (I'm not sure...) uncle who makes roti, a woman cooks the roti, and an Indian guy serves the roti. That is the roti department. XD The drink department, dominate by two Chinese. The Chinese guy make my 'cham' very nice leh... Its like 'tarik'-ed but without bubbles. You can also observe the customer there. Some Ah Pek's who talk loudly, some Malay uncles having breakfast together, a Chinese lady who 'ta bao' RM 20++ roti canai... @.@ Imagine how many roti there...

  The location?? Haha.. Almost forgetting the main point... Its between Iris Hotel and Station 1 Cafe, Melaka Raya. Give you a sign here. =] 

  Do not judge a book by its cover... The plain sign board doesn't mean anything. A reminder: the roti will be sold out around 10am. Be early bird if you wanna get there~~~

Oil

  I'm now burning the midnight oil to study for my test that will be coming soon enough, in 10 hours time. This is the consequences when I don't study regularly. Well, I don't really care about my studies in university either. Getting A's is never my aim in university since that I'm just going campus for four years to get a degree. But, at least I'm still study lar.... although I never like my course. I don't aim A's but I don't want to fail either.

  Burning midnight oil is one of my regular activity apart from burning oil in my body. I'm a night owl. =] I really miss swimming but my ears are so sensitive to infection these days. I got infection in my left ear about three weeks ago that cause swelling and pain that I couldn't sleep with my head lying on the left. Now, my ear gets itchy and some unknown liquid keep secreting out. Disgusting huh? This is the thing that preventing myself to swim because I'm afraid the water will get into my ear and things get worse. So, plan B. I'm looking forward for badminton game tonight. Yay~~ Burn oil time!! XD

  Burning gas and oil seem so common in Malaysia. We so used to the low price of fossil fuels in our daily life especially in transportation. A family a car or more is the lifestyle here. Thanks to the standardized fuel price throughout Malaysia and poor public transport of course. I knew a Nepali back some times. He told me that his family rather cook with wood than gas although they have a gas stove in their house. Why? The cost is triple higher than in Malaysia. We should appreciate that we are given such gift from the Mother Earth by abandoning the thought that we could use those resources unlimitedly. Maybe we should start to cycle more to nearby places instead of driving or car pool with other people. Time to Go Green people, save the Earth, save your money. =]

Darkness

  People always relate darkness as fear, anger, cruelty, hopeless and all the negative emotions. How can we shine some light into our mind? My friend and I talked about god in our conversation just now. I guess he would be seeking his peace of mind through praying. Whereby I will get a good sleep to calm myself down and think things through later. Different people will have different ways to invite sunshine into their lives, but some may lost in their dilemma. I know a girl who can't live without boyfriend and she would be very emo if she don't have one. Come on lar... Its your life, so are you gonna depend on others to live your life? Find your light, girl~~

  My house has been cut off electricity since 11 in the morning. All the members in my house were like hoping stupidly for electricity especially when the dark came after 7pm. No tv, no pc, can't read under the pitiful candle light. Well, special appreciation for my apartment maintenance who initially want to fix an electric cable underground but end up breaking the water pipe. What we did for the past few hours are in the dark, like a blind moving around. In the end, the power supply back to normal at about 12 midnight. To look at the good side, we had participated the earth hour event unintentionally. =] Save the Earth!!!

  There is a job that I will never take up ---> politician. In my point of view, politicians are mostly representing the darkest devil of humanity. Greed of money and power, cruelty, selfishness and dishonesty are my labels on the politicians. Well, maybe an exception for some of them. I'm just sick of the lies told after lies by politicians. Quotas are implemented in various field from education to tender for construction to buying properties. What? 1 Malaysia? Its just a sweet slogan unless discrimination is totally eliminated from our country. Politicians, where are your lights?? Fight for the country!

Coincidence

  Well, I met a girl 3 days ago… We played badminton and after that, I fetch her back to her hostel along with her three friends. Then, we decided to go ‘pasar malam’. It is on the way to ‘pasar malam’ that my friend and I found out that we were born on the same year, same month, same day and even almost same time!!! Haha… Maybe we are the long lost un-identical twin sister. Who knows~~ XD

  The weirdest thing that happens coincidently on me would be my first meet with my hubby. A lot of people asking me how did I met my hubby and get to know him, and I would usually smile at them. It’s a sunny afternoon. I decided to send my car to the car wash. While I was waiting for my car to be cleaned, a guy came to wash his bike and we got hook up. We chit chat all the nonsense but he got the smart point by getting my phone number. =] Then, we went Jonker Street in our first date and things goes nice and sweet and there, we are a couple. Lol… 

Addiction

  I'm addicted to Facebook. Why? There are many reasons : playing games, socializing, communicating, wasting time... However, most of the time is spent on things that are not important at all. I do read books though, (They are the real books made of pulps, not face-book. LOL..) just that the tick-tock's are lesser. Pathetic huh??

  I also have a weird addiction to food. I'm usually eating less compare to other normal people around me. But, once I tried and like a food,  I will eat it always until I get bored of it. (I don't have much care on the calories, and the results are on my tummy and butt size... XD ) Then, finding another food will be my next mission. 

  Recently, I'm addicted to badminton!! Its a goos news!! Well, everything should have the Yin and Yang. Haha... I gained weight, then I workout. So, my weight would be balance  <--- self comforting.... I played badminton thrice last week, my most games played as far as I could remember.

  Students in my university are addicted to answer schemes. Don't sshhhhh... at me. Its an open secret lar... We are so damn good in plagiarism. Most of the students will somehow find their way of getting answer scheme for their tutorials, either from their coursemates, friends, seniors or from their lecturers. This is extremely-seriously-undeniably happen in Mathematics and Physics subjects that are tougher.

  On the other hand, Malaysians are addicted to what? Are you thinking, imaging, guessing??  Its subsidies!!! Let's see what are the things that are subsidized by the government : petrol and gas, sugar, cooking oil, rice, flour, bread, ........... and the list goes on. How much is spent on subsidies?? RM 73 billion. That, has awarded us the title of one of the countries with the highest per capita spent on subsidies. Be proud, Malaysia.

Jason Chen - 你不知道的事

Talk

  I'm attending a talk in two hours time. It is a four hour talk compulsory for some sort of Malaysian studies. Gosh~~ With the air-cond and cushioned chair, I'm so gonna date with my sleeping worms again... What is the point when you talk about Malaysian studies?? We are Malaysian ourselves. We already know the cultures and all those "pantang-larang" through our daily lives. We are one. (Well, maybe an exception for those fanatic so-called fighter of the ethnic.)

  Talkative would be my description of some friends. They are the colours in my life. Whenever I give an idea of a topic, they would expand it to the level that I couldn't reach. XD But somehow, I found that people who are talkative like to hide their true emotions, I meant their negative emotions. Is my assumption right??

English

  Flash back. I used to be so dumb in English that I do not even understand what my teacher was talking about in the class when I was in Form 1. The secondary school I entered is in middle of a city where the students are more proud with their family background and their academic achievements. They choose their friends according to their own standards. I have limited friends then. But luckily, my family and I shifted into other place and I got enrolled to another school. This is one of the turning point in my life. I start talking craps in totally broken-rojak English with my friends there. I had build up the confidence in this language that was so aliened to me and the most important things is, I build up long-lasting friendship as well.  =]  I'm not a banana, don't mistaken me. I'm just feel good to use English to express myself in words. (Verbally, I'm still preferred Chinese though...)

Hope

  Hope. I didn't get the course I wanted but I still continue my tertiary studies. I have lost all my passion for studies during my secondary school life. I lazy to do my homework, no mood to do revision... I can do anything but the responsibility of a university student. The only thing that make me hanging on for two years until now, is the thin paper degree certificate. Lost hope in government.

  Hope. Earthquake in Japan. Disastrous but full with hope. The Japanese is so discipline even after the earthquake. No robbery, no selfishness. Every shop owner were taking their own responsibility by providing food, clothes and shelter. I am really impressed with their attitude to life even when they faced major disaster. They give themselves hope to begin new life.

  Hope. HOPE is a charity organisation. They runs free clinic by giving out free medicine and consultation, help the needy people... The hope they have spread leave print on the Cambodian women, AIDS sufferers in Africa, the orphans and any hellish part of the world that you can think of. I like their meaningful slogan, "Bringing hope. Changing lives."

  Hope. I couldn't be more grateful for my boyfriend who always supporting me in anyway he can. He used to be at my side whenever I needed him. My mental nerves are kinda weak sometimes and I will start thinking things negatively. He would always be the one who make things the other way round. Although we are not blessed by my parents, but I'm sure they will understand someday. So, I'm hoping.

  Hope.

Sleep

  So sleepy... yawn~~ I'm kinda like a sleepy worm under the blanket no matter day or night... My sleeping hours are so irregular that I myself do not know when is the next sleeping time. Well, thats my life in campus. I enjoy being an owl, standing tall at night.. My only normal sleeping cycle would be during the semester break. This is the time when I work, which is fixed 10 hours working time that will drain my energy to the end. By the time I set my feet at my home, the things that I do are bath, having dinner, read newspaper and crawl to my bed. And the cycle continues....

  Many youngsters nowadays are same as me. Sleep less. We all know that this isn't good for our health, but, we still allow ourselves to get distracted from our pillow and doing nonsense. Is there more people get insomia or what? Or we trained ourselves to get insomia??

Holiday

  Haha... I've just came back from my 3 days holiday and drive all the way back to my hell, erm, I meant, hostel in Malacca. As usual, I didn't do anything and left my assignments pilling up like Mount Kinabalu. (Which I never regretted about it...)What you did when you going back Puchong?? If you ask me... Well, one day for me lazying around my house. Eat, sleep, FB, read newspaper and OLD newspaper, watch tv... Things that I do them less in hostel~~ Another day is my working day. OMG, I've just realise that I haven't get my last month's salary!! zzz... the forgetful me... And, the last day is my happy-forever-family day. (even if its boring, I would feel happy too.. =] ) Like the usual, I went back to my maternal grandma house, playing around with the kids there, ate dinner at 5 pm. Yupe, you didn't see it wrong. We had our dinner at 5pm in my grandma house. Its my grandparent's unchangeable habit since they worked as rubber tappers when they are young. They sleep very early too...

  Speaking of holidays, I think we, the Malaysians are lucky to have plenty of public holidays through out the year. We have the CNY, the Ramadhan, the Deepavali, Christmas, Awal Muharam, Thaipussam... We can even have a day off when our national football team won a trophy in ... errr... what competition again?? Ahh, I can't remember. I believe most of us are happy to have holidays either for the reason of having a good rest or getting double / triple pay. If one day the government announce that we could have a holiday for Lee Chong Wei / Nicol David winning cups for Malaysia, I dare to say that those who oppose it will surely get jeers from the Malaysians 'si beh kao kao lat'~~~~ XD

茉莉花

  小时候，我有学唱《茉莉花》这首很简单的歌。我本身觉得这首歌唱出了茉莉花的特点。茉莉花，是很小的花。白白的，白得我很喜欢……就这么一朵小白花，却有本事散发出浓浓的香味。香得来又不刺鼻……我就很喜欢茉莉花，喜欢它的白，喜欢它的香，喜欢它带给我深层的意思。就像人，不怕自己是小人物，只要努力，总有一天会发光发热，拥有自己的一番天地，却又不会威胁到别人，还得到别人的欣赏。


  但最近在中东的 “茉莉花革命” 让我很不是滋味。说得好听是争取民主，依我看来是权力的争霸战……以非人道的方法争取民主，害了国家，害了人民，血流成河……为什么他们不学 Ghandi? Ghandi 也成功争取民主啊……唉，他们的血腥污染了我的茉莉花……

Rabbits.

  Oh, I've just talked about rabbit with a friend. Haha... I've even teased him that he is the rabbit in the moon. According to the Chinese legend, there's a rabbit stays in the moon which always felt lonely. The only companion will be a nice lady a few thousand years ago who had swollen some sort of don't-know-what kind of medicine  and flew to the moon. Well, my friend there is happy to be called a rabbit since he will have 'leng lui' with him. I would say that he will be living with a thousands years old mummy, if I wanna put it in a 'nicer' way. XD


  Another rabbit story in my house. My sister rares rabbits as her pet. (attention to my word 'rabbitS', so its more than one rabbit) Rabbits seem cute at first. They are the bred of 'lion head' with long and smooth fur. But then, they turned out to be the annoying rabbits due to their urine smell, damaging the house furniture as they like to bite things to grind their never ended growing teeth, shit everwhere... and the worst thing is their breeding ability. So, imagine the annoying level times double, triple, infinity... I wish I could make them into 'satay'.. miss that taste.. yum yum~~~


  Rabbits are also used in biomethodology. Actually, rabbits are used more often than the white mice in research studies due to some of its advantageous criteria such as their skin. Rabbits are often used in dermatology test, drug test and skin burn test. Of course, they are also used in other various tests as well. (You will not like to imagine what happen to them during the tests...) Some people proposed that every research centre that uses rabbits should build rabbit statue as to honour their scarifices. Well, I support the idea. It inspires me to get a rabbit doll for my sister after I 'satay' her rabbits. Evil me... XD

my first try

  Everyone should have the first try on something... Well, this is the first time I blog!!! I would not limit myself on a particular topic at particular time using particular language since I don't really have particular interest. ( but you do notice that I do use particular word right? ok, I admit it, i like the word 'particular'.. ) I may not writing long-winded informative stuff because I have named my blog 'random-ish' ( = random stuffs going on my mind ).. It may be gurls stuffs, current issues, interesting thingy, food... who knows~~~